Heart-Dust

I got a new computer for Christmas this year and according to this one's resolution my photos look totally different than what I thought they looked on my old computer!! This is not good. What do I do nooooooow!?!? щ(ಥДಥщ)

I can't sleep anymore, but I don't have the energy to get out of bed or off the couch most of the time. Negative thoughts are all I can seem to think. It is an endless circle of terrible things I say to myself about myself. It is a struggle to go to work, do my school work, to clean myself…basically everything is a fight with myself. I can't see myself in the future anymore. I just think, "I am not going to amount to anything…I should just disappear." But I am going to be getting help hopefully. I have a doctors appointment this week so maybe I can get started on the right track again. I think I need some hugs and support before those th

I can't sleep anymore, but I don't have the energy to get out of bed or off the couch most of the time. Negative thoughts are all I can seem to think. It is an endless circle of terrible things I say to myself about myself. It is a struggle to go to work, do my school work, to clean myself…basically everything is a fight with myself. I can't see myself in the future anymore. I just think, "I am not going to amount to anything…I should just disappear." But I am going to be getting help hopefully. I have a doctors appointment this week so maybe I can get started on the right track again. I think I need some hugs and support before those th